I love Glee...but it's making me think too much about high school and choir. All the things I did and all of the things I could have done. But high school is over and I'll never be that person again. too many responsibilities, too much stuff going on. Yet all I want to do is go to choir, sing with my friends, drink lots of mountain dew, and get slammed up against the wall only to be let go, dazed and kiss-bruised.


Ah, high school.

I even miss the drama. Choir had a lot of drama. In college...even though we're with the same people in the same classes for two years, there really isn't any drama at all. It's nice that everyone has each other's backs but at the same time I'm hankering for some excitement! Even the people who caused annoyance have flunked out.

And being plagued by the what ifs doesn't help either.

*el sigh*

I always thought about my future. College. A career. But nothing quite went as planned and now I'm just lost in the shuffle...and I need a fuckign job.

My head just went to an ugly place today.

( rant ranty rant rant rant )

I has a picture meme that I stole from nikita_cheri111 . Comment and I'll give you a person to do! 

( to the pretty pictures )

Wow I am such a horrible fan girl!! The only character that I've ever fallen hard for and I miss his (their) day!! *head desk*

Yesterday, now, was AkuRoku day and yaaay celebrating their love!! You know I didn't even realize they had a day until about last January when I was randomly looking for some smexy fanart to have as my desktop. (yes, with credit....well sort of...I don't have the artist's screen name on my desktop but it's the name of the file) And then I saw all of these things on DA telling me to have a happy akuroku day...and I was confused. I was more confused because I couldn't figure out why August thirteenth had to be the day.

It took me a very long time to realize that Axel is the eighth member and Roxas is thirteenth so together...8/13

So I just had to make a post about it.

Oh, yeah, so I almost burned down Little Caesars today.

( burninating )

So playing on my lappy with my girlfriend nikita_cheri111 , who's been staying up to ungodly hours for the last almost three weeks now (wow time flies when you aren't doing anything but sleep and work) reading and writing porn fanfiction. I've been having her read me stuff and watching movies before droping off to sleep generally about two am.

It's two thirty now and I'm wide awake...and you know what? I kind of like it Mostly I've been looking up stuff for a color thingie-ma-bob that she's making me for ROXAS!!! 

I finished playing KH2 in June(?) and started playing one again but haven't had a lot of time so... but I missed Roxas. I lurves him hardcore. I'm really not as big of a fangirl as either one of the roomies but damns I lurves me some Roxas. So in my search for Roxas-y icons I stumbled across synnesai and ganked a couple of her icons (yes I credited!!) and....I made her my lj friend. Which is a big deal for me. I'm a self-proclaimed lurker. I have four friends on lj and I know them all personally...so I made her my friend and am excited at it and kind of sad at my poor pathetic little social life. But I have amazering icons so it's okay.

*goes back to searching for more Roxas fun*

Oh and I apologize in advance if any of the html doesn't work. *just lost virginity, not sure if had orgasm* Edit: Oh....I wasn't in html form I was in rich text...heehe Edit Again: DAMNS I CAN'T DO HTML FOR SHITE!! Edit one more time: okay here we go...I DID IT!!! *dances*

So this is my five questions meme that I've finally gotten around to turning on the lappy and doing. Got my questions from nikita_cheri111 .

( mememememememe )

Letter meme!nikita_cheri111  gave me "G"

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I stoled this from nikita_cheri111
( oh i am a whore )

Seeing as on my day off I decided to do nothing but waste it sitting on my ass (it is raining so outside activities wouldn't be very much fun, I say to myself as an excuse), I'm now watching the world music awards from 2006. ( to my ranting... )